Currently Listening The Secret Life of the Veronicas By The Veronicas see related

SO guess who looks like a durn chipmunk???

thats right you guessed it

ME!!!

haha but n e ways yeah if you havent already found out i got my wisdom teeth cut out friday mornig!...

so n e ways i just wanted to write a quick little entry to let y'all know whats up with me but i gotta go the medecine is calling my name!

haha...peace

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SO today started out as a normal day...

get up

brush teeth

get online... the usuall

well i get a call from a different number that i dont have in my phone book... who could it be i ask myself?

oh it turns out to be my "dad" if you can call him that

i havent talkd to him in 2 years so why call me i reject his phone calls...choose not to see him!...you think he would get the point...oh no not my "dad"

he trys to carry on small talk like nothing has gone on...like he didnt do anything wrong...that everything is my fault!...

it's NOT my fault...i do take SOMe blame for it...but no not all

he chose his wife over me he didnt take up for me he let her grab me he let her yell at me...he watched it all he approved it all!...

so i read someones entry today just a couple minutes ago...now idk if they were talking baout me but i have a feeling they were no i'm not saying any names or pointing any fingers...i just want to say other people do have prolems to not just you or your friends...before you think your life is the worst take a step back examine someone elses life...chances are you will find someones life who is worse than your own...

yeah i know to some people this may ot seem like abig deal but it is to me...i'm not saying i have the worst life in the worl rightn ow cause i know i dont...i guess what i'm saying is think about other people before yourself...you're not the only one with problems...

Currently Listening Chroma By Cartel honestly see related

WHY???

thats my question...why...

why do bad things happen to good people?

why do rumors get started? just so many things i wanna ask why to...but i know that they cant be answered and that hurts...

i feel so messed up right now...just everything seems to be jumbled up...no answers to anything...no easy questions to ask...no insight on my ponders...no reasoning...no forgivness...just nothing...

have you ever felt like nothing you do matters? you try but everyone says oh it could havebeen better?...it sucks to hear that...to bust your butt so hard for somehting and just to hear oh it could have been better...

Why do good guys worth your time live so far away?

why are girls so backstabbing?

why do most guys only want 1 thing from a girl?

GOSH!!! i'm sorry to dump all this on you guys but honestly i have all these thoughts going through my head...and i dont know how to let them out!...its so messed up these days...i wanna go!

Currently Listening Modern Day Drifter By Dierks Bentley see related

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and sharing a life and you learn that love doesnt mean possession and company doesnt mean security and lonliness is universal and you learn that kisses arent contracts and presents arent promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open with the grace of a woman not the greif of a child and you learn to build your hope on today as the future has a way of falling apart in midflight because tomorrows ground can be too uncertain for plans yet each step taken in a new direction creates a path toward the promise of a brighter dawn and you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and nourish your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers and you learn that love, true love always has joys and sorrows seems ever present, yet is never quite the same becoming more than love and less than love so difficult to define and you learn that through it all you really can endure that you really are strong that you do have value and you learn and grow with every goodbye you learn

.........this was a poem we read in lit today it really just m,ade me think and described a lot of things about this past year for me...

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hey guys well whats been up? not a lot here i've just been hanging wroun di guess you could say but n e ways... i got my belly button peirced friday mama finally let me lol...but n e ways meg is over here right now shes spending the night... oh man today we washed cars from like 2:00 to about 8:00 were both sunburnt but she is worse than i am mine doesnt hurt but oh well...so yes me and adam go out now we;ve been going out for about 3 weeks now which is always great and fun well hey guys i gotta get going so i'll just ttyl love you guys buhbye...